stressful

It is almost a month now before my exam in IELTS and I am not ready yet. How I wish I can turn back time and be serious in my studies especially in English subject, but I think it is never too late for me to be an excellent English speaker someday.

Also, it had been a stressful week to me because me and my boyfriend are always fighting for some small things and in the end I just want to be alone for me to have time to myself, for me to think of the best way to make things better for us. I am hoping for the both of us to be happy and contended. I need to be separate to him for me think and if someday I will return to him, I will just love him with my whole heart and soul. cheesy? yes indeed.

hard time

I had a really hard time in my review. It is really very stressful and I don't have time for myself. I cannot even relax, all I think is how to pass the exam with flying colors. I had tried to have a one on one coach in speaking and guess what happened, I paused for about 15 seconds thinking of a one word and I it really give me a hard time. I think I really need to practice my speaking and review some vocabulary that I can use in the exam.