Examination

Tomorrow is my most hated day, why? Because it is my examination day in IELTS and the venue is in Tagaytay, this said exam can change my future to a mouch better one. I hope I can pass this test so that I can help my father financially. I want my father and my mother to be together as they get older. Is that sweet?

Also I want to work in abroad to gain more experience and to meet different people. I also want to gain more knowledge and gain more friends. I want to try different foods and dishes. I want to travel but before that I need to work harder, so that I can earn money and visit different countries and learn about their cultures.

So please include me in your prayers that I can pass this important examination of mine. Thank you guys. :)

P.S.
Maybe after my examination I can have a whole body massage plus foot spa so that I can relax.

wrong man.

It really hurts me a lot to know that you had lie to me. That you had admitted that you had a special someone in your life. It really made me sad and depressed, I think for 2 days. You tend to forget me and told me that we cannot see each other because your girl-friend was hurt knowing that we had a friendly date last Wednesday, even though she is still in troubles with her ex boyfriend.

And I was so stupid because I think I fell for you, we only met for only 4 days and what am I feeling? Is this is love of I only like you. D*mn. But I still miss you. I cried yesterday because I am used texting you if we have free time, laughed at your jokes and had goosebumps if you said something sweet. I hope you realize that I am here, still waiting for a man that can sweep off my feet and I thought it was you but I was wrong.

I think I should move on and forget you before I lose control of falling for you.

confuse

Dear Someone,

I am really sorry for causing you so much pain. I really do miss you and love you but it just that I or were not that happy anymore not like before. I hope you do understand what I am going to do with my life. I just want to find the old me, the happy and easy going gal that you had met before.

rants

I really hate traffic especially when I am about to go home and take a rest after a long stressful day from the review and also I really hate the fact that the rain causes so much traffic in our town. I really hate Cavite for having this uncontrollable traffic everyday. Maybe they can do something like fixing the drainage system or maybe throw your trash in it respective places. And to the government officials specifically in Bacoor, Cavite can you kindly please organize and plan some details regarding of too much traffic in your place it is causing others of having too much stress and fatigued.

stressful

It is almost a month now before my exam in IELTS and I am not ready yet. How I wish I can turn back time and be serious in my studies especially in English subject, but I think it is never too late for me to be an excellent English speaker someday.

Also, it had been a stressful week to me because me and my boyfriend are always fighting for some small things and in the end I just want to be alone for me to have time to myself, for me to think of the best way to make things better for us. I am hoping for the both of us to be happy and contended. I need to be separate to him for me think and if someday I will return to him, I will just love him with my whole heart and soul. cheesy? yes indeed.

hard time

I had a really hard time in my review. It is really very stressful and I don't have time for myself. I cannot even relax, all I think is how to pass the exam with flying colors. I had tried to have a one on one coach in speaking and guess what happened, I paused for about 15 seconds thinking of a one word and I it really give me a hard time. I think I really need to practice my speaking and review some vocabulary that I can use in the exam.

Ricky

Many good movies are coming out this coming weekend and I'm very excited to watch it. I want to watch Shrek and Prince of Persia. I'm going to watch Prince of Persia with Ricky, my-so-called best friend way back in college. He was my college crush until I get to know him and contended to be his best friend. He was so sweet and caring, no wonder many girls have crush on him. He is also good in Basketball and computer games. I really miss him and hope that we can meet again when we watch the movie together.

reviewing

I am cleaning my room a while a go and I just found some letters from my friends back in college. I read it and touched by their letters. I just love them so much and I am so lucky to have them in my life and also I just realized that I am more mature person right now. I think not just for myself but also for others.

Anyways, I just finished watching Michelle Phan's make up tutorial, I so loved her. I like the way she applied her make up and the way she talked. I want to have my own make up kit. I want to go to United States to buy many make ups.

In Monday I am starting to review for my exam and I want to pass it with flying colors. Hoping fort the best.

Mad

I got irritated to my boyfriend because i was going to help them re-insert the I.V but when i went to their station, no one has prepared the things that i will be using. And then when we got there, i needed a splint so that the IVF won't dislodge again, i told him to get a splint in ER but because he was lazy to go there , he gave me splint for adult. I got mad and went down to ER to get one. When i came back, no one assist me in inserting the IV, and because I'm a bad girl, i went down in ER ans never insert that IV again.

It's already 6am and I am waiting for him, and when I saw him I got irritated again to his face. I walk home alone and when i get a glance at my back, there he is, trying to walk fast to talk to me and then he saw me at the tricycle and I looked at him madly and cuts my eyes on him.

work work work

it's my first day again to work and to think of it, it's three days straight duty, can you please kill me now? I'm with ate Ana and well it's been really fun and we do not have any toxic moments that day. Lucky me because I have only 3 hours of sleep. haha. We got home at around 7 pm because well our head is late again, so whats new?

happy 8th

Happy 8th monthsary mahal :) I know its been really tough to have me as your girlfriend, because I easily get mad at you and always fight with you even in a smallest details. Thank you for loving me and always understanding my Bad attitude. LOVE YOU FOREVER. *kiss*

eight monthsary

Hello there BABES :) I know you cannot read this entry and you don't know about this blog so it is okay for me to tell to others what I love about you.

You are always there for me whenever I'm lonely. You're always there for me when I'm happy and always there for me to make me smile and always there for me to love me. Thank you babes for having you in my life, you are the one that I am wishing for a long time.

Even though you are childish, immature and had a messy bedroom. I will always love you for what you are.

Eight months and still counting. Hope it will last forever my dear :) I love you and I always will.

tired

Just got back from Manila. I've had to process all of my application and claim it in DFA and also I 've had to enroll in my ielts review. Why is it to hard for us nurses to earn lots of money? Why do we need to go to other country to have a good life in future. I just wish that our government will do something, for us people of the Philippines does not have to be separate from our love ones.