saddest day

last Friday night was the saddest day of my life for the reason that we (me and jaypee) talked about what was happening to our relationship, as you all know it is not in good terms and I know it is my fault. I had been so busy with other things like focusing and studying for my exam this September 2010, meet ups with my offline friends, drinking, chatting and time for myself, I almost forgot that I had a boyfriend. That the time I had to decide, I had to give him up for my dreams, for my career and for myself even though I still love and care for him. We cried as we were talking and Its my first time to cry because it was very hard for me to say all this things but I was glad I did it.