Saturday, December 26, 2009

Christmas greetings

I know its late to greet you this christmas, but its better late than never. So to all my friends, family, love ones, enemy and all rhe people in this world, im wishing you a Merry Christmas. Hope its very memorable and touching.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Day off

I'm so excited to my four days off. I am so excited to spend it with my loved ones. But i'm also sad because jaypee will be having their family bonding, i would like to come, but I also have a family to spend my christmas. I will miss him so so much.

Saturday, December 19, 2009


I got irritated to my boyfriend because i was going to help them re-insert the I.V but when i went to their station, no one has prepared the things that i will be using. And then when we got there, i needed a splint so that the IVF won't dislodge again, i told him to get a splint in ER but because he was lazy to go there , he gave me splint for adult. I got mad and went down to ER to get one. When i came back, no one assist me in inserting the IV, and because I'm a bad girl, i went down in ER ans never insert that IV again.

It's already 6am and I am waiting for him, and when I saw him I got irritated again to his face. I walk home alone and when i get a glance at my back, there he is, trying to walk fast to talk to me and then he saw me at the tricycle and I looked at him madly and cuts my eyes on him.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


I really need to sleep because i have duty tomorrow in the morning. I'm so lazy to work, i'm getting tired and also not happy.

Sunday, December 13, 2009


I already got my Itouch and I'm so very happy because I can browse on Internet if i want. But I have a problem, my iTunes does not recognize here in the Philippines. Can anyone please help me, I want many application here in my itouch

Friday, December 11, 2009


I was so very stressful this past few days, I don't know, maybe I don't like to work in my hospital. I am very tired of doing things that I don't love to. I can't really decide right know.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

World Bazaar Festival

It's been really fun, you know why? Me and my loves went to World Bazaar at World Trade Center. We went there to shop for Christmas, and I was so very happy because he bought something for himself. Imagine 5 shirts for him and 1 board shorts. I am so happy that all his salary went to something that is very useful. Can't wait for another year to have another fabulous bazaar.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009


you want to be jologs? try this and it's really funny. haha

Monday, December 7, 2009

10 admission

It's my third day of duty so I'm very excited because tomorrow its my day off :) but my last duty turned out to be a disaster one. One of the doctor have said that we needed to have 10 admission, and to my surprised it was 10 admission right away. imagine, 10 admission in 12 hours, its almost one admission in one hour. I am so very tired and hungry because we did not ate lunch because it was a very busy afternoon. After our duty, I ate only a small servings, I needed to be thin and not to be fat because one of my Doctor crush said to me that I am getting fatter and fatter.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

work work work

it's my first day again to work and to think of it, it's three days straight duty, can you please kill me now? I'm with ate Ana and well it's been really fun and we do not have any toxic moments that day. Lucky me because I have only 3 hours of sleep. haha. We got home at around 7 pm because well our head is late again, so whats new?

Friday, December 4, 2009

false alarm

Hello world. it's been a long since I update you about my life. Well its been really stressful nowadays, I thought that I will be a mom soon, because my period got delayed. But good thing that I'm not pregnant because I am not ready yet to become a mother and either I do not see myself carrying the cute little baby. Someday it will come, but not now.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

The Beach Boys

The famous boys who sing Wouldn't it be nice and Surfing USA are said to be coming this January 27, 2009 at the Big Dome. It surely be fun and nostalgic to hear them sing again. ticket are available in all Ticketnet outlets at all Sm Department Stores. See you there :)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


Me working at the hospital is really stressful, add the fact that our staff there is cut in half meaning there is war in the hospital. I am so sad to see all that and I miss the old times that all our nurses are friends.

so I was thinking of resignation, for me to be stress-free and to think about my future. but sometimes I am thinking that I am so lucky to have this work. Everyone was tired of finding work as a nurse and because of no one is hiring in the hospital, they come up as a call center agent. but I was tired and stress. I don't know what will I do and someone please help me to decide which path I will take for my future :(

Monday, November 30, 2009

Last Day

It is his last day of exam so we met at his place, planning to swim but unfortunately I was to lazy to swim that day because I waited so long in Sm Bacoor. He was stuck in traffic. I really hate traffic, it made me feel lonely at Sm Bacoor. I ate alone and walk alone. Poor little Girl.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Board Exam

How's my boyfriend doing in his exam. I'm so nervous because today is his exam day. hope he can nailed the exam so we can celebrate and his stress will be gone :) Good Luck hon! :)

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Oprah Winfrey Show ends in 2011

The Oprah Winfrey Show will end their season this 2011. She is ready for goodbye as she announced the shocking news. Many lives have changed because of her show. I am shock and sad because of her announcement, I love her show and definitely I will miss her :(

Friday, November 20, 2009


SM city Rosario opens today and what the h*ck, it was so traffic. I got home at 7:00 pm because the nurse that is on duty for 6pm has stuck on traffic. I was so bad trip and to ease it, i bought sago at gulaman at we make fun of people that walk their way to SM.

Sunday, November 15, 2009


We went to Perya and it was so fun. We wanted to play in the color blocks but it was to expensive. so we decided not to play. After the perya we bought food so we can eat in the house. We were getting fatter and fatter :) hahaha

Saturday, November 14, 2009

happy 8th

Happy 8th monthsary mahal :) I know its been really tough to have me as your girlfriend, because I easily get mad at you and always fight with you even in a smallest details. Thank you for loving me and always understanding my Bad attitude. LOVE YOU FOREVER. *kiss*

eight monthsary

Hello there BABES :) I know you cannot read this entry and you don't know about this blog so it is okay for me to tell to others what I love about you.

You are always there for me whenever I'm lonely. You're always there for me when I'm happy and always there for me to make me smile and always there for me to love me. Thank you babes for having you in my life, you are the one that I am wishing for a long time.

Even though you are childish, immature and had a messy bedroom. I will always love you for what you are.

Eight months and still counting. Hope it will last forever my dear :) I love you and I always will.

Thursday, November 12, 2009


I've been sick this past few days and I hate it. I cannot sleep at night and I cannot do my stuff. Last night I asked our chief nurse if I can go home because I am not feeling well and I'm very thankful that she approves my request. I bought my medication at Mercury Drug and well It was so expensive. I thought the medications today are more likely cheaper. I sleep so early and been awake because my head hurts. I wish I will be fine now.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

sick again

I asked for the permission of Mam Jade if I can go home because I am not feeling well. My temperature rises from 37.8 to 38.4 Celsius. Good thing and thank God that she grant my request. I went to Mercury drug to buy some medicine, and I was so surprised that the price of my medicine is very expensive. So I bought only 2 pieces because my money was not enough to buy 12 pieces of that.

Anyways it was my father's birthday and I really miss him.

Friday, November 6, 2009

happy halloween

it's so so last week that we celebrated Halloween, but hey we enjoyed it and wee have bonding moments with my childhood friend. Mikee who is tipsy is so funny. She laughed out loud so hard and dance like it was her last. Me and Jalene video ourselves with our own camera, imagine two digital camera and were sitting in front of each other. haha. Jovin is feeling that he is a model and asked us to video him. "feeling ha." It was so fun and after that we got home and to my suprised we have no electricity. I was so badtrip that night and until I slept.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

This is it

We are done watching this is it by Michael Jackson, and he was so good and very kind to his dancers and staffs. He was so very professional and practice like it was the day of his concert. I will surely miss Michael Jackson.

ps. I really love the duet of I just can stop loving you :)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

New Moon

I want to watch New Moon but my boyfriend is too busy because he needed to review for the upcoming board exam this November 29 - 30, 2009. Hope he will pass the exam so we can celebrate. And also can't wait to finish his exam so we can watch New MOON, I want to see Edward and Jacob's abs :)

Sunday, November 1, 2009


1st day of November and d*mn it was brownout then. I really wished that I stayed longer in his house so we can have some time together. It was then my duty and good thing that our hospital has electricity. I am hoping that tomorrow, we will have electricity then.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009


i had my first review of Ielts with Sir Victor at Imus, Cavite and after the listening exam, I am impressed of myself, it was my first time but I got the score of 7. Not bad for beginners. I am looking forward for my upcoming review :)

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Night shift

Now i'm on night shift duty later and for sure my sleep pattern will change. It's going to be hard for me to wake up early for my IELTS class. I'm with Ate Ana later and for sure it's going to be fun fun fun :) I can't wait for my duty later.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


I was so humiliated that morning, my loving boyfriend have had joke me some nasty thing. So what do I do? I cried a lot. I didn't expect him to say that in front of others, what will they think of me after that incident. He said sorry to me so many times, but I didn't respond because it really hurts so bad.

after our duty, we went to Antonino's to eat and I didn't expect he will come to us, begging for my forgiveness, he did treat me for my food. I talked to him after we eat at our house but after we talk we fight again. Maybe it's not time for him to be forgiven.

Monday, October 19, 2009


I heard in our hospital that someone is pregnant, and we don't know who is it. The story tells that this someone have asked for a pregnancy test kit at the laboratory and also she have done pelvic ultrasound at our hospital. And the question is who is that person? is it true or it is just a gossip?

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Plants vs Zombies

Me and Jaypee are really addicted to this game called Plants vs Zombies. We really enjoyed that game and the soundtrack after we finished the game was so cool. Everyday we try to play it and finished the game. I myself was a confessed Plants vs Zombies addict.

look at him, so addicted to Plants vs Zombies

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Eating time

I was on duty this morning with May-anne and Lloyd, so after the duty we decided to eat at Lugawan, Oscar was also with us. Dr. Torres gave me money to buy so medicines, because I have bacterial conjunctivitis. after we eat, we decided to go to Mcdonald's to have chocolate sundae, my treat because there was an excess in the money that Dr. Torres gave to me. We were so happy and we had kwentuhans about the people in the hospital. It was so fun.

bacterial conjunctivitis

I have this called bacterial conjunctivitis (it is an inflammation of the conjunctiva that usually caused redness, irritation, watery eyes and swelling. It is most commonly due to an allergic reaction or an infection.) My eyes are swollen and super reddish. So i consulted to an EENT doctor (eyes, ears, nose and throat) for me to have an appropriate medication, I don't want to have a surgery for my eyes. I'm scared. So as of today I followed my doctors advice :)

mine is like kinda like this

but I don't want to end my eyes like this. scary :(

credits to :

Friday, October 16, 2009

Justin Bieber

This Justin Bieber is loved!!! I super admire his voice and I super love his new video. I wish my boytoy will do this game to me. Its so romantic and cheesy.

Thursday, October 15, 2009


I just got home from somewhere and all I can say is that I'm so much happy right now. Tomorrow will be my day off and I gotta rest for a while because Its been very toxic week for me.

I'm so sad right now, my boytoy is far far away from me, about 30 minutes ride. I am not used to of being away with my boy toy :(

anyways I still have congested colds.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


happy 7th Monthsary my loves. So happy that I have found him, he makes my life so happy :) I love you mahal. mwah


Just got back from Manila. I've had to process all of my application and claim it in DFA and also I 've had to enroll in my ielts review. Why is it to hard for us nurses to earn lots of money? Why do we need to go to other country to have a good life in future. I just wish that our government will do something, for us people of the Philippines does not have to be separate from our love ones.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


back from Pampanga and Subic last night. So happy because its my first time to go there, but I'm still irritated because of my colds, its started last week and it is really annoying. Sometimes I wish that my nose would be gone so I do not experience it again, but it not really gonna happened, right??

Anyways, me and my boy toy are not together, hes on duty while I'm on vacation so for making my story short, I'm not that happy because I'm not with him. So, Subic is really amazing, the water are clear, the sands are so fine and the venue is okay, its so cold to swim that night so after we swim, we all had cough and colds and when we are travelling back home, I had this congested colds that it lasted my whole travel. Poor me.

I have had enjoyed my vacation and hope it gonna happen again in the near future with my boytoy :)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Pampanga and Olongapo:)

Were here at Pampanga because it's the birthday of Ate Mek's niece. Jaypee is not with us because he has a duty at the hospital, so I was a little sad but thanks to Glaiza, she always makes me smile. After the party, we went to Olongapo to swim but sadly again, I was not feeling well because of my colds and add the fact that I cannot breathe easily. Poor me, I was on a vacation but I was sick. Maybe I should take a rest more often so I will feel better. What do you think?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

so so happy

Me and my boy toy are okay now, and I'm so very happy. I thought last night that we can never be the same again as before, but I was wrong. I really loved him for being so understanding and caring even though I am the one to blame our fight.

Anyways I am now preparing my things that I will be needed tomorrow because we will be going to Pampanga and Subic. WOW. And I'm so excited for our trip tomorrow, I don't know if I can sleep. haha :)

fight night

Yesterday, me and Jaypee had a fight, he unfortunately sent the message to me that he was there
"at Cavite, City, drinking with his friends at the bar?"
I am not really happy about that text, we had a fight about the issue that I didn't help him when he was toxic in his patient. After I received his text, I went to the salon to cut my hair short, but I'm not happy about the result.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

A new day has come

I just started my new blog today. It is the new and improved me. Anyways, I have colds and I'm not feeling well. I hate this feeling, I just wish my colds will be gone. Been at work last night and it was very toxic night for me, first I was sick and I can't interview because my voice is like a disaster and second I am not feeling well. Thanks to Glaiza, she understand my situation and help me through the whole night.

Me and my boy toy are not in good terms, because last night his patient have decided to withdraw the mechanical ventilator and that is called mercy killing. He was so exhausted last night and I do not help him. Even though he didn't say a word to me but I can feel in his action that he was mad at me. don't know what to do.

And now I'm awake and still not feeling well. I just finished eating my brunch (sinampalukang manok) and it's very delicious.

Hope that my day will be happy and productive. I need extra cash for my neccessities, so please bear with me. haha :) till next time.